hi.
ARGGH.
why.
why do i have to suffer this.
im asking YOU a question, hello. duh.
why aren't you answering? HEY! are you RUDE or what?
DEAF?
BLIND?
WHAT?
ok
i know its weird but.
kk
well
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i was scolded by tanglaoshi for talking to liuchang during the HMT exam paper 2. den i confessed when i did not. its like confessing a crime that u have not committed. wat lorh. wanglaoshi came in like 5~10 min b4 the exam ended den the atmosphere became very relaxed not so tensed up, den gt ppl talking wat. yah i noe i & liuchang gt talk oso. other ppl talk den we take the burden. like why? oso gt other ppl talk wat. unfair. liuchang moved beside my seat right, because she wanted to take a pen cap or smth,(i oso dunno why she wanted to move beside me to just pick up her pen cap or smth...) i did not even communicate with her, i din even raise up my head. i just kept my head facing downwards onto the paper. i onli felt liuchang sitting beside me, that's all. i thought wanglaoshi told mdm tong that but... if he was there, he shd haf told her Jiahao & Hovan, Glenn wat. so i deduced that it was not wanlaoshi hu told mdm tong. well, actually, i noe hu told mdm tong, but im not going to tell. well its someone from 6Dia, my fren tipped me off.(its just a prediction ok, i dun noe whether its that person from 6Dia.) ok. but im not going to like disturb that person or provoke that person. i noe u are trying to do the right thing but.. did u see me talk to liuchang? NO! I DID NOT TALK TO LIUCHANG DURING THE EXAM.
mdmtong said shes going to scrutinise mine & liuchang's paper scrupulously, inform our form tcher, den inform the staff of sch + principal. when she told us to leave, my legs felt wobbly, my eyes started to tear, den i cried while walking back to class. liuchang walked beside me, apologising profusely. Liyee also (she went to refill her bottle near the 3rd floor lift lobby beach benches there. mdm tong scolded us there while sitting down) but she just walked & she did not noe wat happened. my vision blurred from the tears. i covered my mouth, i felt weird, den i coughed out some blood. the blood was dripping on the drain. Liuchang screamed but she & liyee comforted me. the cleaner sweeping the floor did not notice. (the part of me vomiting is false. it is to make myself laugh, brighten up my spirit. BUT.... it did not work) but i really cried.
when i walked to a corner of the parade sq(3rd floor) near the Heritage park, i tried to talk, i tried saying this to Liuchang, "we go back class." in chi , but i said halfway, den my crying became worse. (whenever i cry if i talk, my crying gets worse) . as i walked back class, my crying had stopped. i felt better & ok alrdy. but my vision is still a blur. Liyee offered some tissues(she put a packet of tissues on my table.) but Liuchang shouted, " will you just go away?!" liyee said, "wat?!" i took a piece of tissue & wipe my tears.(i used 2 pieces altogether.) i wiped finish put my hands on my bag(it was on the table) put my head on the hands on the bag. almost started to cry again. den the MT class was just dismissed, adeline shouted in to the class to me, "yunyu, wat happened?" liuchang used the same tone of voice to repeat wat she said. i cried not because my HMT paper has a high possibility of getting 0 marks, but because mdm tong scolded me, & she scolded me not in class, but somewhere where little of our classmates will know where we were. this means that we are in DEEP, VERY DEEP TROUBLE. liuchang had a feeling that mdm tong wud make sure to give us an egg for HMT; i had no such feelings.
i had predicted: todae will be an unlucky dae. cos 13th May. 13.... 13 is an unlucky number. i had predicted. i had not predicted this dae to be so bad, so poor. never had i expected this dae to be like dat. NEVER.
when liuchang bought lunch at sch & told ZY & me to wait, i bought the Zoo Cup ice cream. i wished i had the money the buy 1 tub of ice cream, den finish it all by myself. well it really worked. eating ice creams wrked. my mood was a lil teeny weeny bit better.
todae aft the Sci tuition i had, i felt a much better, but at around 8 pm i started feeling , well, sad.
well. in 10min more, this unlucky dae would end.
bye.
(& oso, the highest was not only me, Liyee too! *high-five with liyee* bye
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