hello people.
this is the 201st post of my blog.
but im just worried i cant finish my hmwk.
its 9.50PM for god's sake.
im supposed to slp at 10.
i just guess i'll forget abt the ace reader.
im doing my journal.
if i really chiong,
if i really really chiong,
maybe i'll finish my hmwk at around 12mn, 1-2am.
TT.
i feel so sick, worried, and i feel like crying.
my heart pumps weakly, and it feels like its on a hook, 10000 kilometres up in the air, and just about to drop down to earth.
and every moment, cold sweat squeezes out of the pores of my skin, making me wet, sticky.
how i wish there was someone to comfort me.
if i tell my mother all abt it, she'll just blame me for not doing my work EARLY, which just makes my mood worse.
how i wish i had an imaginary fren or a twin, where i can confide my feelings into.(which im doing now).
its like ur life is shattering within the next few minutes, and yet you have nothing to do to stop whatever that's happening.
how i wish i had a time machine. travel back to the past and past and past and keep on playing.
travel back to the past, and start work early. but of course, no use saying it now.
even though i deny it on the outside, i noe in my mind that...

I CAN ONLY BLAME MYSELF FOR NOT STARTING WORK EARLY.
我只能怪自己。谁叫我不早点做功课？

(oh thanks, i feel much better alrdy :)

hello frens.
currently im totally slacking.
Now im left with

1. LangArts


• Journal(Shit this)
• Ace Reader(Shit this)




2. History


• Worksheet(write bigger and more crap)
• Research Assignment(SHIT THIS, i dont know wat to write, crappy stuff?)


3. 华文-推介小说（这该死的功课）

I feel that history and chinese hmwk, are those kinds of hmwk which i think i would be spending more time doing. lang arts is just crap. ace reader i may just forget all abt it.
AND I SHD BE DOING WORK, and NOT HERE POSTING. ^^
haha. ok bye for now.
looks like i'll have to burn the midnight oil.

HOW.
I.
WISH.
I.
HAD.
BEEN.
TO.
AMERICA/MEXICO(or anywhere that has the h1n1 virus flying around).
^^
Then, I can get the LOA(Leave Of Absence), and avoid sch for a week.
IMAGINE THAT! ONE WHOLE WEEK.
Free to do anything you want, and also to rush my undone hmwk.
BUT TOO BAD.
i'm just stuck here on this hot, sunny, tropical island, with the h1n1 cases rising up to around 300+.
Why don't they just shut down public transport, all shopping centres/coffeeshops(or anywhere where ppl loiter), schools(YES!), airports? Not forgetting, putting on curfews(only a few hours where we can rush out of home to buy groceries), and FREE STUFF.(like the 5-second thermometers, free booklets on h1n1 and how to avoid them, hand sanitisers(not those cheap-cheap ones arh, must be like dettol or some KNOWN brand), hand + BODY soap, wet wipes. All hand sanitisers, hand and body soap, wet wipes must be 99.99999% anti-bacterial. NO LESS THAN THAT, or else we will blame the gov for giving us cheap stuff. )
There you go, great idea, isn't it?
So, we'll be like fighting a war(literally) against h1n1, the soap as the guns, hand sanitisers as pistols, and wet wipes as knives. Thermometers as armours, hand and body soap as i-dunno, use ur imagination. And with the curfews, we'll be like hens cooped up in the chicken house.
haha.
HMWK NOT DONE. GAHH! feel like tearing them up and forgetting about them, but im an *angel*, i cant possibly just forget about them.
its 5am now, i was just trying to 开夜车 to help myself finish work. I dont really feel tired.
My cruel mother has banned me from the computer(she changed password), and so i'll be spending less time here in cyberspace/cyberworld/virtualworld/virtualspace/whatever-u-call-it.
im putting an alarm clock at 9am tomorrow, to wake me up earlier to finish work. Im so crazy at times. ><
现在正在做英文功课，一题，一题，又一题，看了都觉得烦闷。
怎么做？没心情。还要做那个该死的journal，怎么想也想不出该写些什么。
怎么办，老天爷？求神保佑，希望能渡过难关！(== LOL)
bye.
（听过那些5秒钟的体温计吗？我在联合早报上看过，但觉得特别贵。好像是$25。分别有10秒钟的体温计，差不多$19左右，算了，我也忘记价钱。）



“一次的创伤
留下了
永不消逝的痕迹。”

oh yes and i just remembered.
I FORGOT TO CHOOSE MY CID LEARNING CLUSTER.
its too late to choose now, the survey is CLOSED.
(to think i even reminded myself)




SAD.
SCREWed.
TT.

i feel like crying.








i feel that i cant finish my work in time, and den i will get scolded by tchers.
so screwed.

TT.

hi ppl.
remember to choose ur CID learning cluster!
GAH. it ends at 25 June, Thurs.
i dunno wat to choose! OH NO.
nvm.
There are: Lang arts, Maths, Humanities, Chinese, Science.
i think.
:)
most probably i'll choose chinese.
anybody wanna join me?
there are 3 choices for u to choose. u will get in into one of ur choices.
den after one semester, u choose again. 3 choices.
get in one of the 3 choices. another 1 semester, choose the clusters.
after that learning cluster, u'll be sec 3. den i dunno wat happens. (:
(and of course, u cant study the same cluster as u have studied b4.)
i NEED TO CONTINUE TO WATCH ANIME! (and the anime day doesnt seem to be working! AHH!)
ok. byebye.
(the voting to extend holidays on channelsnewsasia. did u vote? my fren said dun vote cos if they really extend, will have more hmwk and will cut the dec hols. but i voted anyway. =) haha.)

hi ppl.
im screwed up!
my hols hmwk are piling.
thank goodness no cca next week.
:D
i promised kenneth to finish the geog proj by this week,
which i dun think i can,
and i have to ask zuning smth. for the maths proj, my grp is TOTALLY DEAD. i only know darren is in my grp. OTHERS, DUNNO! x( and the topic was forgotten.
WE ARE SO DEAD/CONGRATs.


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byebye! xDD
(*Those are fortune cookies up there, if u didn't know. xD)

hi ppl.
yesterdae was fun.
=D

And so,
ive changed my blogskin.
ive decided to keep it simple, cos
everytime i try to change blogskin, it turns out DISASTROUS.
therefore, i decided to use blogger's default skins,
which is nice too.
:D
at least its a very natural green right?
and its beautiful too.
pretty.
:)
bye.
xDD

yo peeps.
TODAY IS ANIME DAY.! ^^
its created by me AND for me only. ^^
to make me watch more anime and not be stuck to maple, im creating this day to erm, enthuse myself to watch more anime! :DD
(and i ended up watching jap mvs ._______.)
haha.
i proclaim the start of the ANIME DAY! xDD
okay!
i watch naruto 2eps and yakitate japan 2eps.
animeday will be held on weekends(sat and sun).
but if im free, i'll watch on weekdays too. xDD
so long ppl!
watching anime!
xDD

hello ppl.
IM TOTALLY SCREWED.
ive been slacking for the past 2 weeks
and I HAVENT FINISHED ANY HMWK.
and i hate history, chi, maths and geog hmwk.
have to find wat grps and discuss and watever blah shit lah.
SO 麻烦.
chi have to read some watever shitty xiaoshuo and do ppt slides on why u recommend this book.
WTH.
mine is going to be GODDAMN SUCKY.
I HATE HMWK.
if they wanna give then give like WS or zuowens and stuff lah.
at least easier to do than wat discussing in grps right! >(
and i saw lilaoshi during co camp in the canteen. how SCARY.
a GREAT and NICE song!

'The Show' by Lenka

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go Can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go Can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go Can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go Can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

(Source: YouTube)
xDD

hello ppl!
its my 188th post! xDD celebrate!
(188 is such a nice no.! ;DD)
as the june hols started, this reminds me of smth....
.
.
.
.
THE SIMS 3!
DO U EVEN REMEMBER?
I GOT CRAZY OVER IT!
AHH! ><
omgomg.
the opening is TODAY.
and u noe wat.
my bro bought the COLLECTOR'S EDITION around a weeks ago!
:DDDDD
OMG. im so happy!
altho the collector's edition costs abt $74.90, he says its very 值得，cos u can get a vintage car for sims 2, and a free expansion pack for the sims 2.
plus, u can get a green carabiner, a green USB drive, and a european-styled sports car for sims 3! (and i think there are more, i cant remember. )
I LUV MY BRO SO MUCH!
ahh, today is the launch party for the sims 3! remember jun 2nd!
its starts at either 1 or 2pm and ends around 6-7.
venue: iluma at bugis.
isnt it far? but still, 因为是sims3，所以才舍得去到这么远的地方，去拿那个thesims3 copy.
its really a special and delightful occasion, isnt it?
这真是一个非常令人欢喜而特别的一个好日子，对吧？
本来我的姐姐、哥哥和我都不能去bugis拿thesims3, 因为大家都有事情去处理。（我有CCA）
但是我的哥哥却抽出时间，才能去到bugis这么远的地方，去取那sims3.
我的哥哥好好喔！
他真的是超好，对不对？
好了，该走了！
byebye!
xDD
{happiness and jubilance fills my world.}