So I forgot what I wanted to post, or the main gist of this entry.

Which is kind of dumb.

Anyway, PE today was slack, considering that I had worse ones before.
Basically it was just 3 rounds around the field for warm up, then sort of this mini training for each station.
30 sit ups, standing broad jump styled jumps to this particular white line(maximum 8 jumps), then 30 push ups (5 normal, 5 diamond, repeat.) shuttle run to that white line back and forth twice. Then run a 4 rounds around the track(attempt to finish under 7 min)

I might have mixed up the order so take it as you will. (I know the running part is the last)

After SBJ, my legs turned wobbly and almost collapsed.
And I realized how cui I am.

Which also meant after the whole PE, I just died-ed. (The attempt to run under 7 min failed terribly; I took 9 min 36 sec, and I was one of the last few u__u)

I don't remember being this weak for PE! I remember I had worse PE sessions when I was sec 3 or 4, after which I would emerge drowning in my own sweat, and feeling almost a little faint. But I know it was good and beneficial, so I didn't kind of died.

But now I feel like PE became slack, and I became cui. And it doesn't help that I'm losing motivation and the perseverance to endure PE and I'm not those type of people who takes the initiative to go run and exercise. I'm unhealthy and a couch potato. (The fact that I'm writing this now confirms this assertion.)

Perhaps I'm getting distracted.

Every single day I think of what a hell hole this damned education lair is, what kind of an abomination it is, and what species of bird-brained cretins the school authorities are. As my mind progressively fills up with these kind of thoughts, my blood boils. As it gradually seems to be bursting at its seams, my hatred seep deep down with passion, turning my heart into a solid, ugly, lifeless black. A void, hollow black.

The wrong and injustices that I have suffered, and the unjust treatment that they have bestowed upon me, are currently fuelling my wrath and fury.

Perhaps, on the way, I tripped over some obstacle, and fell on my face. Hard.

Now is not the time to be distracted, and it is time I get back up on my feet.

It wasn't the kind of mistake I'd have chosen to make, either.

I guess this is not really appropriate to tell but...

Blogger has this pageview statistics page on the dashboard, and if you click on the pageview stats page, you can see where the views come from.

And the traffic sources that my views came from... were all from porn sites.

PORN SITES.

(meaning like where the views were referred from, which means people who come here are... pornos.)

what the hell Choo WHAT THE HELL CHOO WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN DOING WHY IS IT THAT MY READERS COME FROM SUCH DODGY SOURCES

u__u

condolences to my poor, innocent young mind.

Anyhow...

Updated my Windows Phone software, was kinda excited when it finished installing the updates! It felt like I was getting a new phone! (somehow)
Okay I'm exaggerating a little here, but it honestly felt new. But then again, there wasn't really anything new that I expected. (Windows should add in the ability to SCROLL/SWIPE for the music and videos! It doesn't make any sense if you have to hold on the next/previous button to navigate through the whole song/video. -__-)

Edit:
right, I decided I was too lazy to continue typing so I pushed this till today (which is the next day) 12:17am to continue. What a great civilized hour I know.

Anyway I have lots to update but I don't know where to start so... maybe I shouldn't write anything. Let me just fill you in with random bits of info.

We're supposed to open up angbaos today (I just realized) but no one seems to remember this important ritual we need to go through every CNY.

In case you didn't know, I recently recovered was and I believe I still am contagious from a sudden bout of illness, which I contracted from my beloved sister. I started feeling a little sick during the first day and it worsened during the second day of CNY(初二), upon which my sister stuffed me with supplements and vitamin C pills(5 tablets every 2-3 hourly; kind of scary, I thought I was over-dosing myself)

It had brought about the abomination of a (seemingly) perpetually running nose, and the phlegm and mucus my nose oozed out had caused much repulse and disgust: a sickly, slimy green.

I'm very grateful for the fact that now I have recovered(at least I think I did), and my nose isn't running like a waterfall of greenish slimy phlegm and mucus.

==Paramore's new single 'Now' is quite nice to listen to. ^^ but the music video seemed very familiar I don't know why.==

It is almost 1am now and I'm not exactly doing work.My Econs test is coming up soon this Thurs and Math test coming up this Fri. Currently I'm not even studying and I just wanna sleep but I wanna do stuff and not sleep. And amazing how I'm contradicting myself.

Oh yeah Waseda Shibuya Speech contest was fun! I'm too lazy to write so much so yeah I'll just leave it as that. I'll just say it was bloody awkward and there goes my chance of making more new friends (and what a waste because its such a rare chance and it will probably never happen again, not again will I meet/make more Japanese friends)

I shall aim to sleep by 2am and try to at least finish some work.

okay yes finished dinner.
Many things happened within this month or so and its already almost going to be CNY/Valentine's. /creys/
Shall start with the most recent ones:

• Mr Ng(my PE teacher), after a very slack PE session(which consists of running 6 rounds, and doing your maximum pull ups after which we can play games. yup this is considered slack) on Thurs, Huangqi and I were walking back at the edge of the volleyball court and we were walking behind Mr Ng. Then he suddenly turned back, saw us and reached out his hand.
• I was taken aback(well obviously) and he said something really quickly which I didn't comprehend, but I proceeded to shake his hands anyway. Then he did the same to Huangqi and Huangqi replied "Happy New Year". Then I realized what he said was happy new year. Right. (I must've been having that dumbfounded/shocked expression on my face when I shook his hands. urgh)


• Yesterday(Fri) was super super fun! ^^ School celebrations were ~__~ first was the 变脸 section, where this guy performed(and I thought it was a her). Sort of discovered the trick behind it? but he removed his head gear thing which left me confused again. Then the telematch. Supposed to count the number of 笔画 for the 成语s but they aren't even chengyus! more like zhu he yu. you tell me how can 快高长大be a 成语?! Left the audi before another match to start preparing for concert performance prevent any further misery.
• CO people were all being grilled alive while we were cruelly trapped in a huge enclosed barbecue pit behind the curtains, when the 舞狮 performed and Mrs Teo delivered her speech and giving the goodie bags to the elderly. Officially we were supposed to gather on stage at 9am but the concert started at 1030am wtf. We obviously didn't waste our time and life gathering so early. 
• At the last part of the second song, our 弓法 became all so messy and disorganized which was SUPER hilarious! hahaha!
• went back to CO room and packed up. supposed to go back to hall to watch the rest of the concerrt but whatever -__- Wanted to go to the audi to slack but we decided to just loiter in one of the tutorial rooms. hehe.
• met up with the others! walked to JP when we saw Yunda's bro hahahaa
• was deciding where to eat lunch when we saw Zeping. hahaha super epic called him a few times and he came to join us hehe. So it was me, Zeping, Lynn, Tiffany, Ruofei, Sasha, Yijia, Amanda and Jenny. ^^
• We were deciding what to eat (yes very indecisive, we had to agree upon several criteria, no fast food, not many people blah blah). Finally chose Pepper lunch but there were too many people so we just chose the restaurant beside it hahaha! some Korean restaurant
• I ate BBQ pork lunch special quite nice! Kimchi was spicy! hehe everyone ate something like mine(BBQ chicken, chicken soup, beef soup, Jenny ate kimchi soup!) It came with rice and soup and kimchi (except for Jenny's which came with some ikan bilis-like fish, that tasted sweet, in replacement for the soup) only Zeping ate the Korean mixed rice! had to mix everything together! damn fun HAHAHA I wanna try :>
• They were playing 2012 MAMA on the tv. which was kinda weird. But I didn't know Adam Lambert went to perform there! :OO
• Walked around JP. Drank Share tea hehe ^^ I was hesitating whether to buy but I gave in in the end. Taro milk tea with white pearls nomnomnom (Amanda left first, then Yijia and Sasha)
• went Popular to buy the Lonely Planet Taiwan travel guide for my brother. Wanted to contact my brother to ask whether price was reasonable ($51 wth) but he didn't pick up. D:
• Felt super uncomfortable after that, needed to go toilet to shit. I wanted to go to a toilet that's quiet but I guess in JP that's never ever gonna happen. The toilet opposite the Samsung store is supposedly the more quiet one but ... =__= Lynn helped me carry my bag (Thanks Lynn! ^^) and Zeping led the way to the toilet because I didn't know the way to the 'quiet' toilet I'M SUCH A FAILURE
• Was standing at the last cubicle, waited super long (wtf there were 3 cubicles) was a Friday afternoon an auspicious hour to relieve one's bowels? 
• went in to the cubicle and VOILA~ IT WAS A SQUATTING TOILET /confetti/ was kinda shocked at first but I guess I had to make do with it. (okay that sounded weird) I took a long while before I decided it was fine and not unnatural to be squatting down to defecate. 
• I think I took a long time because #1 the toilet stank really badly, like, really badly. #2 it was a bloody SQUATTING TOILET so my legs were super 酸 at the end and I couldn't even stand up properly #3 Zeping had to come look for me cos I took so bloody long OH MY GOD
• I was coming out from the toilet and like walking outside the Singtel store when I saw him, I asked why he come and he was like "you take so long the others tell me come find you..." and so we walked back. (DARN BLOODY EMBARRASSING OH GOODNESS WHY ARE MY BOWELS SO SPORADIC wtf)
• bought the book~! then slacked around the novel section. Zeping found this whole set of Gossip Girl books. I didn't know Gossip Girl had books! (okay went to search and realized the series is based on the novel series). okay so when Jiawin called and said he was coming, I told everyone, and Zeping asked, "What kind of coming?" THEN I WAS SUPER SHOCKED, and looked at him wide-eyed. O__O then he was like, "NO that's not what I meant!" HAHAHAHA SUPER FUNNY he meant coming to JP or going to Ruiyang's house hahahaha
• Jiawin came (with 2 bags of old clothes wth) and we slacked around again. Played with Samsung tablets (this booth in Popular. >__>) then we decided we should leave, after the girls disappeared for half an hour at least. found them in the novels sections (again)!
• We wanted to leave already but Yinjia said she was almost done so we waited/hanged out/chilled outside Goldheart. (FOR SUPER LONG) Amanda came and said hi(before leaving with her mum for some reunion dinner I heard at some golf course resort wor)! hahaha! I sat down on Jiawin's two bags of clothes. hurhur 
• Yinjia arrived with 大包小包 HAHAHA all her birthday presents! hmm heard the story about him hmm mmmm uhmmm... ermmm ... super creepy please.
• okay so we got lost in Ruiyang's condo but we still managed to get in, and then we took the wrong lift! went back down and saw Ruiyang waiting. ^^
• HIS CONDO IS SUPER PRETTY ELEGANT CLEAN WHITE BEAUTIFUL MARVELLOUS POLISHED AND CLEAN CLEAN ORGANIZED
• ITS TOO PRETTY I CANNOT
• I want a room for myself too. slacked around. Ruiyang's super nice offered us food and drinks and we just made a whole lot of noise and mess at his house hahahaha
• He even went back to his old house to get movies for us to watch! (what the hell how many bloody houses does he have u__u)
• played pigs watched tv, decided on what food to get and Ruiyang called the tzechar to order. People started coming. ^^ I remember Jiang Xu coming in with Wantian, then Lynn + others were like "JIANG XU~~!" and Wantian said, " EH WAHLAU I ALSO COME IN, TOMORROW MY BIRTHDAY" SUPER FUNNY HAHAHA
• oh yep Shueh Chien transferred to ACJC but he came to join us! hehe I wanna buy AC merch from him 8D
• so we went down to the coffeeshop and waited for the others to come. had to separate tables D:
• ate dinner~~ :D Kangkong, ha cheong kai, fried egg. Was that it? (sounds quite little hahaha) OH I forgot, cereal prawns! tasted a little different from the usual ones. =)
• went back to his condo and Kenlynn came! We played even more pigs! watched TV. and just ended up being high and crazy n__n
• people started leaving D: Those who left before me were Wantian, Jeremy, Jiang Xu, Jiawin and Zeping (I think). oh yeah and Shueh Chien
• Ruofei was super CUI. her expressions damn funny! When I played pigs, I keep thinking someone putting up their noses then I put up when there wasn't even anyone doing it! ENDED UP A WHOLE LOT OF CONFUSION I AM SUPER DUMB WHAT THE HELL HAHAHA
• Ruiyang's father brought back 2 more computers (from his shop?) for those people staying (Yunda and Ziwei) to play DOTA ~__~
• we left in the end (Lynn, Kenlynn, Ruofei, and me) and Ruiyang's father fetched all of us ^__^ super nice! he said he was going back to his shop at Bt Timah Plaza so it was on the way. 

NOW LISTENING: Right As Rain - Adele

ahahaha joke please, trying to keep this blog alive is such a hard thing to do. (but actually thinking about it I'm rather free I don't know why I don't update)

hmm bought Adele's 19. Listening to it now! oh god how soothing. now playing: Make You Feel My Love. =)

been downloading this movie for the whole day I don't know WHY THE HELL it is taking so bloody long.
nowplaying: My Same - Adele

okay going for dinner! I'm super hungryyyyyyyyyy