I'M SO HAPPY.
HAHA
(actually the state of being high/happiness has already subsided but whatever.)

(and I just realized I might sound a little insane.)
(But I'm not, trust me.) *winks* okay that was creepy

Anyway, I'm so happy because /drum roll please.../

THE PI SUBMISSION IS OVER OH MY GOD
WHAT A GREAT RELIEF
I MEAN SERIOUSLY
ALL THOSE DRAFTS
AND HOW MY TUTOR MADE IT SOUND LIKE I'M GONNA FAIL AND SHIT

holy. This is a fucking great accomplishment.
Let me a give a pat on my back.
/proceeds to pat back/

But in actual fact, I don't think I did an outstanding job. I saw Jiawen's PI and I was like woah woah what's with all the tables and shit. I saw Waihong's PI and went like wow this is comprehensive, by that I mean comprehensive, complete with (more) tables, super detailed solutions, and even an example of a poster for his solutions. I saw Sasha's one, and was like, 'wow, mine's like shit beside hers'

but yeah I think my PI only substantially increased in terms of quality, only 12 hours (or maybe 24) before the submission time. I mean, I printed them out only at 6 am on the morning of the submission day. How amazing is that?! (okay this is kinda scary because the previous night I wanted to stay up to chiong my PI and inevitably fell asleep again (right in front of the TV great job choo). I don't know how I transferred to my room, had several rather vivid dreams about not handing in PI, and ended up waking up at approximately 4:40am, turned on the computer and made some last-minute changes. Okay maybe it could be considered nightmares since I think I underwent quite a scare in my dream because I was panicking really badly since I didn't hand in my PI.)

Which also meant that, dum dum dum dum dum~  /revelation ringtone/ I didn't exactly study for IH and GP test. So basically it means that I'm screwed for the history test. =) Technically there isn't much you can study for GP, but when Sasha reminded me that the AQ was about competition and not success... My heart just sort of rolled into an endless cave. and yeah it died just right there. (my answer was focusing on success so it was totally not ATQ)

okay let me get back to the PI. So after kissing my PI goodbye, Estelle had to tell me the harsh reality. /one sudden tight slap across my face/ She said the score for PI is sort of only 4/60 of the whole PW grade. WHY. IS. IT. SO. LOW. and yes she killed my happiness right there. I felt so so so cheated. But I still felt happy. but it sort of decreased the time I was happy. but I guess I was happy enough. ~__~

SYF IS COMING REAL SOON WE NEED TO BUCK UP