time to show some care and concern to my beloved blog.

*showers it with plastic flowers and sprays it with nature-lavender-grass-smelling perfume*

Mmmm, how it smells fresh and loved~!

/pastes butterflies and bees stickers everywhere/

okay enough with the nonsense.

Somehow I got sick, I think on Wednesday. I had a sore throat (it was like swollen at my upper right side.) It hurt whenever I tried to swallow, and so I was disabled in my ability to eat properly. But life went on.

and there's an ulcer that grew (concurrently) as well at the inner bottom right side of my tongue. At first the pain is kind of negligible and bearable but I could still feel it. Then it grew a bit better until it was Friday and I foolishly bought laksa for lunch. (Ying Ying even asked whether I was okay because I looked like I was in misery and very cui. u__u) So the ulcer really hurt on Friday (after eating the laksa). I couldn't even speak properly. I don't even dare to swallow my saliva.

And all this time, I had a severe blocked nose (which has since receded,which I'm quite thankful for) and feeling kind of heaty. It seemed like I was running a fever but it wasn't warm enough. But I just felt heaty and just like I was about to get sick.

but now my throat isn't really swollen and the heatiness has gone away. Its just the ulcer that hurts, whenever I eat or swallow or drink or even just move my tongue. I feel a stinging pain, similar to when a needle is first injected into your skin. IT IS BLOODY ANNOYING.

let's just move on. hmm quite happy with what I've gotten recently. super lots of CDs~~ which I think I spent on about almost a hundred bucks. (MY MUM WILL KILL ME) and I still owe Jiawin about twenty bucks. but lots of people owe me money for Miaoye's present so yeah :>

something to think about:

we're really killing ourselves before the earth gets destroyed by the explosion of the sun.

some book to read too: Night -- Elie Wiesel