greetings readers.

I apologize for the irregular display of concern.

its approximately 12:30am and every single time I update, it'll always be at this crazy hour. Why CHOO WHY

I remember I had this dream when my bro left for Beijing (I forgot whether it was the night before he left or on the night of the day he left). okay so in my dream, my bro told me he was going to bring me to Frankfurt for holiday on the very next day(funny how I don't remember how the setting was like, I don't remember when was it or where we were, probably at home but not sure of our exact location), and I got jolted with this genuine excitement and happiness, like wow goodness finally a holiday!

only to be brought back to reality the very next moment. I woke up. =__=

It was funny because it was so random, and also because I really want to leave this hell hole.

u__u

there're so many bloody things I want omg omg overseas trip please and a laptop please.
urgh fuck probably I can't even get any of those crazy shit.

annoyed. its like 3.29am right now and I'm probably half as sober as a drunken man.

watching some YouTube videos just now and was trying to search for videos regarding Sims 4. I thought it was revealed at E3 or gamescom, and turned out that it hadn't. what the actual hell my memory is failing me. gamescom is just about to start in Germany and I really wished I could be there right now oh god make me stop wishing for trips that aren't even possible

hmph. talking about overseas trips, I'm not even sure my parents will allow me to go for the Econs one (Aus/UK), or the SK one. oh please like my grades will actually allow me to leave this island half a step

shit how I wished I could stay awake longer. can't I stay awake throughout the night without possibly compromising on my performance tomorrow in school?! urgh.

fuck there's PE tomorrow

(and you sneaky dudes out there creeping up on my blog there's this sudden spike in the number of viewers I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE so please tag thanks) ^^