Yes I only exclusively write blog posts when it is nearing 3 am.

Yes I do realise the repercussions on my health when I continuously stay up late on consecutive nights.

Yes I've changed my blogskin to an older one, because I like skins created that precedes 2010 (I'm not saying that skins created after 2010 aren't pretty)

Yes it's a huge change in style that you'd have to get used to.

Yes this change signifies the end of my school life/A levels.

No it hasn't been as joyful as I had expected: I'm left with tons and piles of now-useless school materials that I don't know how to deal with, and my social life is more disjointed than ever (I have no friends).

Yes this means I'm going on more and longer dates with the laptop, engaging in activities many of which include playing games like Sims 4 (which I can finally with peace, since it was released way before A levels started), and YouTube, and watching dramas/serials.

Yes I'm currently listening to some sort of electronic/disco music, in a way keeping me alive/sane/awake in this hour.

Yes I'm still alive.

Yes it is now officially 3 am.

No electronic/disco music actually isn't a good idea, I'm hallucinating.

Yes I'm taking this chance in this 2 month break to properly re-connect with the blogskinning/art/design community.

Yes I have always been (and am) trying in vain to do so.

Yes I'm a failure in everything art and design and coding related.

Yes this also explains why I've transformed the appearance of my blog, to one that is considered the style of many blogskins in the heyday of blogskins.com

Yes I'm sentimental like that

No I haven't created a blogskin at all; even though I kind of have a grasp on HTML basics, I always doubt my own abilities.

Yes I still feel a sense of melancholy about the current state of blogskins.com

Yes I haven't been doing anything productive since the end of the As.

Yes I'm internally crying from all the sadness and loneliness

Yes I'm still wondering where I'm headed to.

Yes I wish I could flow with the wind.

No, the euphoria of conquering As has ended, I don't feel any better now. In fact, I think I'm worse off.

Yes, the end of As doesn't mean anything much at all; for

Yes;
It is the beginning of the end.

(and yes, I'm only writing like this because if I had written a short post, the videos in the preceding post would cut into the section on the right. And a little ironic how 2 posts ago how I had had this fuck-it attitude towards failing NAPFA, and if I were to be enlisting now (since I would be enlisting early probably now if I had failed), I would be so angry. )

I'M BACK
I wanna read more and I wanna spend my time more productively
Happy Black Friday shopping
I did many shopping.