Well fuck my life.

I know it isn't nice to start a post with a profanity (like I did with my previous post LOL), butI'mseriously in misery.

I am fucking deciding between NUS Faculty of Arts and Social Sciences, and NTU's Wee Kim Wee School of communications and information.

It doesn't help that my parents want me to submit my acceptance by today.

It doesn't help that I'm incredibly stressed out right now.

It doesn't help that I'm booking in in a few hours' time.

It doesn't help that I haven't consulted my cousins or my siblings' friends.

my emotions are all in a mushy mess of sadness and stress and I'm about to implode. and my limbs are weak and

NUS is good in the sense that its quite liberal and I could major in whatever courses they have.
NTU's comm course is however more established and it really gears you up for a career in media (like more technical stuff)

As I've concluded from countless hours of forum reading amidst the hopelessness and potential fear of regret.

knowing myself, no matter what course I select, I think I would go in with regrets knowing I would miss out whatever that's offered in the other university.  You can't have the best of both worlds. Fuck that.

I need to know that I'm going in without missing out on anything. I would go in to NTU, knowing I would miss out on the NUS FASS's courses. I would go in to NUS, knowing NUS would never offer the same thing in communications as NTU does.

Other dumb considerations I have: I hate writing essays and stuff so maybe I should not consider NUS because NUS has exams like A levels. I hate anything that's further westward from Boon Lay so, NTU is a no-go because its fucking inconvenient.

Can someone just stab me and dig out my heart and brain and make a choice for me? Because I'd much rather die and have someone else make that choice.